How the hell did I get here?
I hate my wife.
She's so dumb.
She can't form her own opinion about anything.
It isn't normal the way she obsesses over her looks.
Her insult of her looks is an insult to me.
Why would I have married someone I wasn't attracted to?
I WAS attracted to her.
During the beginning stages of a relationship where everything is fake.
Then truth turns it's ugly (in a manner of speaking) head.
I can't take it.
I want out.
Nobody can stand a woman like this.
She acts like a child.  She throws tantrums.  I find my self making excuses for her as if she were my bratty daughter acting up in a supermarket.
She's wound up so tight I can hear her insides snap.
I wish I could be an honest man.
If I were an honest man, I'd also be a divorced man.
I am a man in denial and I wish it was a river in Egypt.  I wish it was a river anywhere.  Nepal.  Iraq.  North Korea.  Anywhere but where my wife is.

As time goes by, I am becoming more and more disgusted with the movies currently making millions in the theaters.  Remember back in the day when you looked forward to seeing movies?  Now movies are just something to do but you know it's probably going to suck anyway.  Once upon a time, Austin Powers was the biggest movie in America.  Mike Myers was king.  For that matter, so was Adam Sandler.  These are two great comedic actors.  Now will someone please explain to me how these two have sunk so low as to produce such utter crap as "Zohan" and "The Love Guru"?  Someone please tell me.  I'm dying to know.  What's more, kids are actually going out and seeing these movies.  No wonder the youth of America today is so STUPID!!!  The entertainment industry is going downhill FAST with no brakes!  It's enough to make any aspiring screenwriter kill him/herself.

The straw that breaks the camel's back is THIS PIECE OF SHIT.  It is the stupidest waste of money in the history of America.  Want to know why gas prices are so high these days?  Take a look at the link.  It's for a movie called "The Rocker".  One look at the preview will tell you why I am so enraged.  These people spent millions of dollars to make this movie, and people will pay millions of dollars to see it.  This is where the money is going.  ALL TO SHIT!!!!!!!!

I used to have a lot of friends. 
Slowly, they've disappeared.
I had a birthday this year.
I spent it with my wife.
The only friends I have left made excuses.
Nobody came.
I feel alone.
It hurts to be alone.
I miss a lot of people.
I know it's because of her.
People think she's annoying.
She's addicted to sympathy and attention...and I give it to her like candy.
What am I doing?
Where is this going?
Why can't I stop it?
I won't let myself.
I won't let myself admit that I was wrong.